You made my whole being; you formed me in my mother's body. I praise you because you made me in an amazing and wonderful way. What you have done is wonderful. I know this very well. You saw my bones being formed as I took shape in my mother's body. When I was put together there, you saw my body as it was formed. All the days planned for me were written in your book before I was one day old. Psalm 139:13-16 (New Century Version)
Monday, December 29, 2008
Growing and Healing
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Von Teo Family
We had testimonies of the way God had answered prayers, given us miracles, our sermon was about how in the midst of chaos, suffering, unanswered questions we can know a God who has put in motion his plan of restoration and will bring it to completion.
Our family gave an item, we sang a hymn Thou Didst Leave Thy Throne. You can follow the link below and watch it. The execution was certainly not perfect but we hope you enjoy it.
http://www.arpc.net/sermons/2008/christmas/teofamilysong.MP4
“Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. There is more than enough room in my Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am. And you know the way to where I am going.” John 14:1-4 (New Living Translation)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Christmas Lunch
We also had the privilege of hosting the Children's Church leaders who've been teaching Alisha, David and Janice this year and a few friends from church
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Christmas 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Heartbreaking News
Her latest scan shows 3 nodules (tumors) growing in her right lung. She will be going for a major lung surgery on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 to remove them. The surgery is scheduled at 8am & will take about 2-3 hrs.
Do join me to pray for this Sock Kim. Her blog www.sockkim.blogspot.com gives details and her prayer requests as follows:
Please pray that :
- the Lord will guide Prof Koong & his medical team as they perform this delicate surgery.
- nothing will go wrong during & after the surgery (eg no infection, stroke or bleeding).
- the surgery will be successful in removing all the affected areas in the right lung.
- there will be no or minimal post-surgery side-effects (eg numbness, pain).
- whatever the result (malignant or benign), the Lord will grant me His strength & peace as I go through yet another trial.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Oopherectomy
When Dr KW first spoke to me about hormonal therapy, she asked if we planned to have any more children. I gave an emphatic "No". Reuben and I are outnumbered as it is... haha! Since I'm done with all my child-bearing, I have no issues undergoing hormonal therapy.
My cancer is hormone receptor positive - the hormone estrogen in my body turns on and stimulate the growth of breast cancer cells. Hormonal therapy (or "anti-estrogen therapy) blocks this stimulation and growth.
The drug most commonly in hormonal therapy is tamoxifen. It blocks estrogen receptors on the cells. Another type of drug which is more effective in my type of cancer is the aromatase inhibitor (AI)which lowers estrogen production. Estrogen is normally produced by the ovaries and also by fat cells in the body. AI is only effective in post-menopausal women (when estrogen is no longer produced by the ovaries).
So in order for the aromatase inhibitor to work well, i have to become post-menopausal. There are 3 ways to achieve this:
- taking a drug Zolodex by injection into the abdominal fats every 3 months to suppress the ovaries - expensive option as I will take this for 5 years. Also pointless as after stopping this drug I will be 49 and going into menopause anyway;
- having ovaries "zapped" by radiation to inactivate them - easiest and least invasive but the radiologist says it may not always work;
- taking the ovaries out by surgery - oopherectomy! - most effective option.
1 Thess 5:16-18 Be joyful always, pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will of God for you in Christ Jesus.
End of Radiotherapy
I saw what RT can do to the skin. There was a man I saw daily undergoing RT on his neck. The skin on his neck had broken and was "raw" and weepy. His daughter applied cream on it after radiation but it looked like the cream would not stick... I can just imagine the agony he was going through.
By the last day of therapy the skin on the right side of my chest and under the armpits were red in some parts and very brown in others. The therapists told me that it takes about 2 weeks for the side effects to go away. Right now, the skin is mostly brown, a bit leathery dry, some parts feel a bit more tender & sore but on the whole bearable. Aloe Vera gel is cooling and very helpful and I apply QV cream for the dryness.
Thank you for praying.
Psalm 121 A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills— where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
3He will not let your foot slip— he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
5The LORD watches over you— the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
7The LORD will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and for evermore.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Homemade Christmas Cards
We have not been sending Christmas cards for several years now... just never got organised enough to do so.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Reunion
Back (L to R): Rosie Soh, Linda Khoo, Linda Tan Lai Yin, Tee Ling Ling, Chin Wei Leong
Front (L to R): Reuben, David Khoo Swee Peng, me, Leslie Lim, Christina Khaw Mei Lin, Diane Teo Lai Yong
Rosie and Linda Khoo had travelled from Johor Baru, Christina Khaw Mei Lin from Penang and Diane Teo Lai Yong from Subang. The rest of us live in Singapore. Christina and Diane are friends from secondary school, while Ling Ling, Linda Tan, Rosie, Linda Khoo are friends from primary school days. The 3 guys are a year older than us and friends from Sunday School and church Youth group.
It's wonderful to be able to catch up and see how every one has changed and grown. We chin wagged over coffee, chocolates, ta pow lunch of Katong Laksa and otah.
In July when Rosie, Linda Khoo and Sue Ping visited me, we had planned this Dec reunion in Singapore. Although not many could make it, it was really fun and noisy. I felt very privileged to have them travel so far to visit me.
Proverbs 17:17 A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.